didn't have the intention to post today.
anyway, just got the urge to make clear something among my close friends.

when i mean close friends i mean my secondary school buddies on the whole.
so here goes.
i know its been almost a year since we last attended school together.
faces changed. and lives are already now very much different.
we are now streamed into the various institutes for a clear reason.
and obviously, its hard for us to maintain a water-tight friendship like we use to have in the past.
yes, i may seem desperate to look for someone and ask him/her to come out.
be it watching a movie, going for dinner, swimming, or just pure window shopping.
i did it out for a purpose - to maintain a strong friendship among us.
the purpose of me asking one out for a movie/swim/dinner is to allow us to engage in an activity which all of us enjoy but not in the selfish way.
sometimes it makes me ponder over whats with the cliques stuffs and all during secondary school.
it seems like everything about it starts vanishing after we've graduated.
it just disappoints me when i get constantly turned down by a single person over some requests.
do they really care?
i doubt they do, really.